I´ve done paintings as a side-hustle/hobby for years now, every chance I could get - even throughout my travels in Romania and Australia. Some of my paintings remained over there - some of them gifted to good friends, some perhaps burnt over at fireplaces, it remains a mystery. 

As I still continue to grow and pursue my goals, I´m exploring different areas of interests of mine, which also includes gaming. It also makes sense to grow as a person and challenge myself to become more, to become a better version myself. I know I will be bad at first, no one can be good right away, but It´s important to enjoy the journey regardless of the outcome.

Once arriving at our desired destination, we´ll remember the experiences and connections we´ve made and the taken journey. 

Indeed I can just play on my own and not get involved in this at all but it doesn´t feel rewarding for me anymore. I seek for a deeper meaning and purpose which I may or may not find from here but that´s the adventure I´m willing to take.